Part 47
"And you never looked so handsome. Why, Jim, you're a boy again!" She rose and put her two hands on his shoulders, studying his sensitive, plain face, forcing his embarra.s.sed eyes to meet hers. "My dear friend, my dear friend--So after all I am able to give you your happiness," she said softly, and kissed him for the first time in their acquaintance.
In such fashion was her consent to his marriage with Jemima asked and granted; and with it full forgiveness for his treachery to a devotion of over twenty years.
They turned their attention hastily away from sentiment to settlements.
Thorpe was astonished by the amount of the dower Kate spoke of settling upon Jemima.
"Why, it is a small fortune! How did you make all this money?"
"Mules," she said. "Also hogs and dairy products, my three specialties.
Mustn't the old horse-breeding Kildares turn over in their graves out there at the desecration? When I came into the property, I soon saw that racing stock was a luxury we could not afford, so I used the gra.s.s lands for mules instead. We have been lucky. Storm mules have the reputation now that Storm thoroughbreds used to have in Basil's day: and they sell at a far surer profit.
"Then I sent to an agricultural college for the best scientific farmer they had, and the best dairyman--a big expense, but they have paid.
Also, we sell our products at city prices, since I persuaded the railroad to give us a spur here. We've cleared most of the land that Basil kept for cover, now, and are using every acre of it.--Oh, yes, I have made money, and I will make more. When I die the girls are going to be rich. The original Storm property will be divided between them then, according to Basil's will, you remember."
"I do remember it," said Thorpe, quietly. "There was another provision in that will.... The girls will never inherit Storm, my dear, because some day Benoix will come back to you."
She looked away out of the window. "I have given up hope, Jim. Months now, and no word from him. He has gone. Philip thinks so, too.--But you are right. If he does come, the girls will not inherit, because I shall marry him. Even if we are old people, I shall marry him."
She had lifted her head, and her voice rang out as it had rung through the prison when she cried to her lover that she would wait.
Thorpe kissed her hand. "And when that happens," he said gently, "I want you to know that Jemima will understand. I can promise that. I shall teach my wife to know her mother better."
She smiled at him, sadly. She suspected that he was promising a miracle he could not perform, counting upon an influencing factor that did not exist. "Was he fatuous enough to believe that Jemima loved him? Her fears for her child's happiness suddenly became fears for the happiness of this life-long friend. She felt that she must warn him.
"I wonder if you know just the sort of woman you are marrying, Jim?
Jemima is very intelligent, and like many intelligent people she is a little--ruthless. Honorable, clear-sighted; but hard. She is more her father's child than mine. I do not always understand her, but--I do know that she is not sentimental, Jim dear."
He touched her hand rea.s.suringly. "She has told me that she is not marrying me for love, if that is what you are trying to say. She has given me to understand, quite conscientiously, that she is merely accepting the opportunities I can offer her--I, a dull, middle-aged, dyspeptic don in a backwater college!" he chuckled. "But," he added--and the glow in his eyes was quite boyish--"I have had occasion to observe in Jemima certain symptoms--a proprietary interest in my belongings, for instance, my rooms, my welfare, my health, my--er--personal appearance--which lead me to believe that her regard for me is not entirely intellectual. In fact, I know rather more about Jemima's inner workings, so to speak, than she knows herself. One is not a psychologist for nothing! The--er--the tender pa.s.sion manifests itself in various ways. Some women love with their emotions, as it were; some, G.o.d bless them! with their capable hands and brains."
Kate was deeply touched. "Perhaps you're right, Jim. I hope so, my dear.
I do hope so!"
Jacqueline received the news of her sister's engagement with shouts of glee. "What a joke on you, Mummy! _What_ a joke! Old Faithful carried off under your very nose, by your own child! And Jemmy, of all people!
That's the way she did to that young man at G.o.ddy's party. Good old Jemmy! When she warms up, I tell you she can trot a heat with the best."
"Jacky, hush!" Kate laughed despite herself. "You're getting too big to use that stable-talk. You would suppose Jemima had actually tried to entice him out of my clutches!"
"And didn't she, didn't she just? Why, you blessed innocent, she's had this up her sleeve for some time! I _thought_ she was being mighty attentive to G.o.ddy, teaching him to dance, and making him ties and all--only it never occurred to me she'd want--this!--Gracious!" she said, suddenly grave, "you don't suppose she kisses him, Mummy?"
"I hope so, dear. Why not? You've kissed him often enough yourself."
"And shall again, the funny old lamb! But not that way. Ugh!"
Mrs. Kildare winced to realize how far the education of her youngest had proceeded without her supervision.
Jacqueline's volatile thoughts had taken a new direction. "That means Jemmy is going away to live. 'Way off to Lexington."
Kate sighed. "Farther than that, if I know Jemima."
"Then," said the girl, slowly, "when--if--I ever go away, you'd be here all alone, Mummy!"
"Mothers expect that, dear. Always we know that some day we shall be left alone. But we do not mind, we are even glad. We risk our lives to give life to our children, and we want them to have it all, life at its fullest. Otherwise we feel that we have been failures, somehow. Breath is such a small part of life!--So when your time comes, too, my girlie, you are not to hesitate because of me. Take your future in your two hands--just as all your many mothers have done before you.--Women have even less right to show cowardice than men" (it was a favorite theme with her), "because they have to be the mothers of men, and the maternal strain is nearly always the dominant--or so Jim Thorpe says--But I don't believe that you, at least, will ever go very far away from your mother!"
She was thinking, of course, of Philip.
Jacqueline was rather pale. Her eyes dropped. "I'm not so sure. I've been thinking lately--Mummy, could I possibly go to New York? I'm _so_ tired of home!"
Kate was troubled. This restlessness was the first indication she had noticed that the affair with Channing might have left its effect. But she said, as if the girl's wish were very natural, "To New York? That's not impossible. It's a long time since I have been out of the State myself, and I've been thinking for some time of taking you and Jemmy for a trip. Suppose we go to New York, all three of us, and buy Jemmy's trousseau? And we'll take Philip, too--it's always pleasant to have a man about. We'll have a regular old orgy of theaters and shops and galleries, such as I used to have sometimes with my father and mother, years ago. Would that please you?"
"Oh, it would be wonderful! But--" the girl crimsoned, "that is not quite what I meant, Mummy darling. When I go to New York, I want to stay. For years."
"_Years!_ But why?"
"To study music. To begin my career."
Kate sat down in the nearest chair. Since childhood Jacqueline had been talking at intervals about this career of hers, an ambition varying in scope from journalism to, more latterly, the operatic stage. It was a favorite family joke, Jacqueline's career. And here it stared her suddenly in the face, no longer a joke. Jacqueline was in earnest.
She watched her mother's face anxiously. "I know it would be horribly expensive, lessons and all. But we can afford to be expensive, can't we?"
Kate's lips set. "We can, but we won't. Not in the matter of careers.
What put this into your head, my girl?"
"It's always been there, I think. But you remember Mr. Channing spoke to you--"
"Ah, yes, Mr. Channing! I do remember; but that is hardly a recommendation that appeals to me," said Kate, drily.
"Mr. Channing has heard all the great singers of the world, and knows them, too." Jacqueline spoke with a firmness new to her. "And if he says I have a voice, I have. I ought to waste no more time, Mother."
"I also have a 'voice,' my dear, and I've found it extremely useful without having recourse to a career."
"How--useful!"
"Singing lullabies to my children, for one thing. It did not seem to me a waste of time--No, no, my girlie, no stage women in this family! We've been conspicuous enough without that."
"Would you really mind so very much?" asked Jacqueline, wistfully.
"So much," answered her mother, smiling but grave, "that I should lock you into the cellar on a bread-and-water diet, at the first hint of such a thing! Understand me, I forbid it absolutely. You may put this nonsense out of your head."
Kate had rarely occasion to speak to her children in such a tone, and Jacqueline looked at her, rather frightened. But she said nothing.
"Why, Jacqueline, little daughter, why should you spend your youth and your loveliness on a public that will cast you aside like an old glove when it is worn out? No, no, there's a larger purpose for you in life than any mere career. Careers are for the women who miss the other things, and who use in default the best they have. Fame, bah! It does not outlast a generation--or if it does, you will not know it. What you have to give will outlast many generations, will never die, will become part of the muscle and sinew and back-bone of your nation. Sons! Big, clean, l.u.s.ty, well-born children!--Why, don't you suppose you and my clever Jemima--yes, and even my little crippled Katharine--were better gifts for me to bring the world than a mere pa.s.sing pleasure in my voice?--Ah, Jacky, there's just one career open to women like you and me. You know very well what it is."
The girl was oddly stirred. When her mother spoke like this, she always thought, for some reason, of a statue she had never seen, a great bronze Liberty, with torch aloft, lighting into her safe harbor the ships of all the world.
But she said, after a moment, "You put me on a par with Mag Henderson, Mother. Has she fulfilled the purpose of her creation, then?"
Kate was startled anew. Jacqueline in the role of thinker was unexpected. But she answered, honestly as always, "I believe she has.
Nature often makes use of unworthy vessels to accomplish her own ends--poor little vessels! Mag is waste, perhaps. Her child will not be waste.--I'll see to that. So the balance of economy is kept.--But you are no unworthy vessel, Jacqueline, thank G.o.d!"
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